Today, I had the honor of performing with my city's symphony orchestra for the 4th of July. It was an incredibly special experience for me. After today's many experiences, I am now under the impression that music is among the highest of the arts. I am glad that my heart and mind were open and sensitive.
Among the many wonderful moments (my favorite being when we honored each branch of the armed forces with music), there was one in particular that I learned from. I saw one of my former university professors, and she was holding hands with who I assume was her husband. They were only walking along a path, but looking at them reminded me of beauty and goodness. It also reminded me that I've never gotten to experience that kind of love, nor am I under the impression that I ever will. I wasn't looking at them in envy, more so curiosity. I wondered what it was like to be held and to have someone who was proud to hold your hand in public. I wondered what it would be like to have someone that you've exposed every part of yourself to still love you. But even with thoughts of doubt for my own future, I looked at them and I saw an overwhelming love and beauty.
While I am not expecting someone to love me or accept my flaws yet, I decided that if it were to happen, I would never want to forget what I saw today. I would never want to take the beauty and love for granted, even if it became normal and routine in my future. I want to cherish every moment, and remember at all times the things that I have.
Life Tip #4: Don't take what you have now, that you previously only dreamed of, for granted. If you want something, but will forget about it in the future, what would be the point of even having it? Take some time to remember the things you used to long for, and look at how you've changed and how your perspective has changed. Embrace your own personal journey. Don't look back to remember what you've lost, only to reflect on what you can be grateful for now and to see how far you've come.
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